pages out of a mediocre existence

僥倖中的不幸？ November 29, 2010

i’d meant to write a post-holiday reflection… but couldn’t get my mind to settle down properly. will save it for another day.

lately, my head’s filled with worries about the upcoming marathon. ha, though it’s only a measly 10km run yet for someone who’s struggled through every PFT in school, it’s quite a big deal. =) i’m actually glad that i signed up for it.

heard Sandy Lam /林憶蓮’s song on the radio while on the way to work today. some of her songs, which i can still vividly remember, contain lyrics that are particularly bittersweet. (loved 不必在乎我是誰, 為你我受冷風吹, 傷痕) and as i listen to them at this age, it’s rather depressing. oh, well… =( 我是從來沒有失戀過，所以沒有所謂的“心痛”過。可能有些人會覺得這是我的僥倖，但是我覺得這是我的不幸。

“女人若沒人愛多可悲” － i’m always very defensive about this issue but i do admit that human beings are essentially social creatures, and there are times where i have felt lonely. it wasn’t a very good feeling.